New Beginnings, a process

A few friends have encouraged me to blog while I go through this transition from Mother to Crone, from the land to a home on wheels, from me to more me.  So I begin today and hope that I find that relieving and comforting time in writing down my process.  Thanks for coming in by the hearth and having tea.  Im interested in your process too ❤

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This house is calling for me to leave…. and still I am here and it seems I just may be here a little while.  The thought of parking an RV outside and slowly, surely begin  moving out into it and  watch as my 3 dogs (2 very old doggers), Raven and I  get use to our new home, brings a sense of movement.  This is all in the hope that the bank doesn’t pull any quick maneuvers to force me to leave sooner.  If that’s the case, I welcome a caretaking position on someones homestead nearby.

Yesterday, while maneuvering through this poor forbidden house, I had a moment of seeing the future? of feeling the change? standing by my little RV’s stove (cooking omelets and tea), the kids laying around RIGHT THERE (not just my kids either). the dogs somewhere close and safe…. everything in place to cook, to clean, to enjoy.  Water running from the sink and a sense of order…. I love the image of a million people on top of and in an old bus with chickens and goats happy on a dirt road…now this  is also my idea of order.

I tried to stop myself from longing for awhile…. screw that.  Im ready for a new home and a real sense of money flowing in my life that comes from ME, MY LIFESTYLE.  FLOW LIKE WATER.  I work hard being me. I love to work hard, always have….. Its true, im not a realist, don’t really like doing “reality checks”….. and sometimes I do for order is a good thing.  Mostly I like to focus on what makes life feel really good today and what I can do in order for it to keep going in that direction… it usually involves being me.  hehe

This morning in my reading, I wrote down this quote from The Jesus Book by Durga Holzhauser and Agni Eikermann

“How the Essenes Serve:  We learn to create unity out of duality, and in this blending we are able to heal according to Gods word”

Bring it ❤

Graceful Transitions

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About Mikaela kate

Raised middle in a dancing circle of seven children. Grew up in a middle class Irish Catholic environment and have been ever so rebellious since. My rebel skills include being a truely practicing lover of no conditions, especially with the young folks and a wide open heart that seems to attract magic in very adventurous ways. Im also rather fiesty for justice, and with age some discipline. I reveal MySelf for MySelf. Welcome and Merry Meet!
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4 Responses to New Beginnings, a process

  1. Shannon says:

    You’re an amazing and beautiful woman and person and I look froward to seeing you through this journey my sister! The future holds greatness for you and I know it! Can’t wait to see what comes and having you in my life forever my LoveyDew!! Xoxoxoxox

    Love,
    Shannon and Beans

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  2. Rhissanna says:

    It’s not so bad, being a crone. It’s one of those things that look so scary from the outside, but once you’re on the path, it’s pretty good. It’s probably good we didn’t know at fifteen the things we know now, or we’d have missed out on a world’s wealth of learning. Lots of luck and joy in your new venture. You always strike me as a wild and wonderful thing, and perhaps it is time to get wheels under all that wild wonderfulness and take it on the road.

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    • Mikaela kate says:

      Thank you Rhissanna, I feel the same. In fact, it seems that I have known, all my life that growing older means growing more beautiful… anyway, here I am and am delighted to have the maturity and forsight to dance through changes and USE them as my platform for growth…. I also see you as a wild and wonderful thing Rhissanna and wonder what wild and wonderful thing we may do together one day…. hand in hand… looking forward

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