- acceptable africa African women Ambatalia ancient-ways attachment parenting attatchment parenting Beadweavers Santa Fe blame Bridget Crow byron katie Cerrillos conscious parenting crazymaking demons doll adornment Dollmaker doll making elder extreme minimalism facing demons family family togetherness family trade freedom furoshki hand stitching hardship hard work healing herbs for inspiration herstory I AM Imagine injustice innocence irish linen Jennifer Esperanza juniper leadership long road love menstrual pads middle age Mikaela kate Hennessey Molly DeVries mountains nature love New Mexico nhimbe for progress NM not acceptable off grid passive agressive photography poverty prayer reusue recycle Rogersville Rd rules of behaviour self love self reflection seperation shame Shona Sculpture sister love symbology textiles the continuum concept tribal love tribe truth unconditional love unschool woman love
Jennifer! Drowning in Beauty, Devoted to love Mikaela! Stitcher of Prayers, Out to funktify the world Together, Passion
Jennifer Esperanza featured my life and my work in her blog. The woman is a genius in capturing pure essence and spilling it out for the world to see. Im delighted to be seen so clearly with so much love. Thank you Jennifer.
Its a choice to be Grateful
Its like Divine Intervention,
Loving my children as a lifestyle
I seek a teacher all my life that fits me and here come these Guru’s right to my doorstep. Blessed be, bringing friends even!
My mind is blown,
the miracles showed up right here
in my own womb
my heart is yeah baby, even bigger
Give thanks and praises for the living practice of Unconditional Love
This is my life letter to those of whom I have spent years, life times, trying to appease. Im so sorry many of you wont be reading this because you don’t even know who you are or what you do. It is a busy job blaming others. Passive aggressive behavior is a socially accepted form of abuse in our culture. It is a perfect vampire technique cut out particularly for the innocent. After years of subtly being torn from Self by these smiling, strategically thinking folks who talk us into submission with their many words and incredible willingness to manipulate through shame and blame, we the “naïve”, finally break down, finding ourselves crazymaked. The self esteem is tattered and the nervous system blows.
It has been a lifetime of confusion…always taking responsibility for MY part, always walking the extra mile and finding that place in me that is in service to you…. and finding myself over and over again, lonely to my self in the long run.
Now this form of behavior, “going crazy” is socially unacceptable and eventually kills hope when equality through compassion doesn’t show up. Being One who is part of the socially unacceptable crowd, I would like to say that after a life time of apologies for my emotional breakdowns, after the self esteem has been raped and pillaged, there is no longer a sorry for your lack of love or unwillingness to sit at the round table with me. I am no longer crazy (in fact I never was), maybe to you…but to me, I am responsible, loving person who has finally climbed out of the hell hole created for me so you can feel all powerful. I AM my own quiet force now. You know, Ive been building it all along, stone by stone. You no longer have a strangle hold. This may even piss you off further, but to me all I can do is GIVE THANKS for the new freedom I have created in me and for me. Im no longer in need of your services to make me strong. I GOT THIS MYSELF, Thank you very much.
In respect for the bigger healed picture and a desire to find the balance,